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May 2025
43m 49s

The Unspoken Pain of Avoidant Attachment

Jessica Da Silva, LMFT
About this episode

In this episode, we explore the hidden struggles behind avoidant attachment through a candid conversation with someone who’s lived it.


We discuss:

🔹 Why he resisted change in past relationships — believing emotional distance was a strength
🔹 How self-protection became self-disconnection
🔹 The breakup that made him realize his avoidant patterns were the root cause
🔹 Why avoidants do love deeply — and how fear keeps it buried
🔹 Reconnecting to his emotional self and finding fulfilling love
🔹 Closure for anyone hurt by someone with avoidant attachment


This one is for anyone who’s struggled to love — or be loved — with a guarded heart.


Learn about Attachment Coaching with Jessica HERE.

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