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Aug 4
25m 18s

The Truth About Eating Disorder Recovery...

Ciandra Birnbaum
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Recovery isn’t one brave decision or the polished version often shown online. It can involve boredom, grief, uncertainty, louder thoughts and learning who you are without the eating disorder. In this honest episode, I share what I wish I’d known about letting go of control, why your mind may take longer to heal than your body, and how ordinary choices slowly ... Show More
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