happy Tuesday everyone! today is a bit of a crazy episode but I'm excited to be back with you all, we talk what I've been up to, women problems, ovarian cysts, anger, love island updates, p^ssy size and lip.. insecurity and do people care what it looks like down there? making friends as an adult, holding conversations, lustful men and distrust, overthinking and constantly observing yourself, letting yourself be, how much weed is too much, should you move for your bf? soft breakups and leaving the relationship before its over, sucking it and being in control, Capricorn full moon updates and what to expect, role-play in the bedroom and putting on a performance, having pets, pet insurance and is it worth it? plus my pet health journey, new content coming out, how to keep your nails healthy when you get them done, cheating in relationships and blame, tracking location, intuition vs anxiety and learning what your body and brain are telling you plus much much much more! if you want to see more from me join the patreon at patreon.com/smokeseshshawty and watch the weekly vlogs on YouTube! love you and chat soon! MUAH!