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Jun 2020
30m 42s

Vanessa: “The life I have isn’t working”

CBC
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Vanessa’s daily life is difficult. Between coping with the demands of work and raising a daughter with special needs, Vanessa is falling into old patterns of negative thinking and self-silencing. Can she learn to break old patterns and recognize her own feelings of loneliness? 
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