Why does spending a lifetime wondering what is wrong with you feel more personal than a medical oversight — why does it feel like confirmation? And what happens when a diagnosis finally arrives in your forties and reframes everything you thought you knew about yourself?
In this episode of My Rejection Story, Alice is joined by Dari Crawford — fractional Director of Operations, Chief of Staff, and host of Distracted, Not Disqualified — to explore late-diagnosis ADHD, the exhausting weight of lifelong masking, and why ADHD and rejection sensitivity so often travel together.
Dari was diagnosed in early 2025, after a routine doctor's appointment where her daughter filled in the gaps she hadn't known to name. The news reframed decades of anxiety, depression, and relentless over-functioning. As a Black woman, Dari sat squarely in the demographic least likely to receive a diagnosis — Black women and women broadly are significantly underrepresented in ADHD identification. For Dari, inattentive ADHD rejection sensitivity never looked like distraction. It looked like 57 browser tabs open in her brain, every birthday in her calendar, every system in place — and total exhaustion underneath. ADHD rejection anxiety had been present since childhood bullying in junior high, compounded by a home environment where walking on eggshells was survival, and a community where there was simply no language for neurodivergence or mental health. What family called "bad nerves" was, in fact, the symptoms of ADHD rejection sensitivity playing out in real time.
Together, Alice and Dari unpack how ADHD and fear of rejection quietly drive people-pleasing, over-committing, and performing a version of yourself that other people will accept. They explore adult ADHD rejection sensitive dysphoria in friendships, in parenting, and in the workplace — and what it cost Dari to finally stop. In May 2025, she resigned from her job to do nothing: to nap, grieve her diagnosis, and learn how to deal with ADHD rejection sensitivity by first sitting still long enough to feel it. ADHD rejection avoidance had kept her performing for decades. Stopping was the most radical thing she had ever done.
In this episode they explore:
This episode is for anyone who has spent a lifetime performing their way out of rejection. Your brain was never broken. It just needed the right language.
Connect with Dari Crawford
Podcast: Distracted, Not Disqualified — YouTube and all major podcast platforms: https://www.youtube.com/@DistractedNotDisqualified
LinkedIn: Dari Crawford, https://www.linkedin.com/in/daricrawford
Chapters
00:00 Why Black Women Are the Least Likely to Be Diagnosed with ADHD
03:20 Dari's Late Diagnosis and What Finally Led to the Appointment
07:10 Masking, High Functioning, and the Cost of Looking Like You Have It Together
11:45 Childhood Bullying and the Roots of ADHD Rejection Anxiety
16:00 Bad Nerves: When There Was No Language for Mental Health
19:30 EMDR, Childhood Trauma, and Starting to Release It
22:40 Carrying ADHD Into Adulthood Without Knowing It
26:00 Parenting With ADHD and Learning to Show Grace
31:20 People-Pleasing, Overcommitment, and Fear of Rejection
35:00 Losing Friendships When You Stop Performing
43:00 Resigning to Rest: Choosing Herself for the First Time
47:10 What Napping Taught Her About Safety and Her Own Brain
51:30 Grieving the Diagnosis — and Why She Would Do It All Again