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Aug 5
55m 56s

Bipolar Neuroscientist: I Survived Mania...

CREST Bipolar Disorder Network
About this episode

Neuroscientist Dr. Adrienne Benediktsson opens up about her journey with bipolar disorder - from the terrifying moment of trying to jump out of a plane mid-air to retracing lost memories after a psychotic episode. Dr. Benediktsson shares how harrowing experiences with depression and mania led her to discover new ways of living - and thriving - with bipolar disorder, offering a powerful reminder that hope, healing, and a meaningful life are possible.

(00:00) Introduction

(02:11) Early Signs & School

(06:22) What Triggered My Mania

(12:07) Jumping Out of My Plane

(22:13) Hospitalization & Diagnosis

(28:55) Forgetting My Entire Life

(34:01) Bill Clinton Induced Psychosis

(38:35) Recovery & Getting My Life Back

(44:05) Pregnancies & Relapses

(51:49) My Supports Saved Me

(54:43) You Must Love Yourself Again


Dr. Adrienne Benediktsson is an Associate Professor of Biology at Mount Royal University in Calgary and a dedicated neuroscientist specializing in the study of brain cells called astrocytes. Diagnosed with bipolar I disorder during her graduate studies, Adrienne has spent nearly two decades blending her lived experience with rigorous scientific research. Her work aims to deepen understanding of bipolar disorder’s biology while breaking down stigma. Passionate about community support, she actively engages in peer advocacy and is committed to fostering acceptance and hope for others living with bipolar disorder.


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