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Jun 26
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S7/E41: Martfotai - I Am Shadow - The Pa...

Russell A. Smith
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In this seventh episode of the Martfotai podcast series, we step into the shadow - the traits you reject, the parts of you that went underground to stay accepted.

This episode reveals how judgment is not clarity but camouflage. We explore projection, the formation of the false self, and the inner war that plays out when you disown parts of your being.

Through Gurdjieff’s lens of fragmentation and the many ‘I’s, we uncover how reactions to others often point to something unresolved within. You’ll learn how to meet judgment without collapse, how to reclaim exiledtraits without becoming them, and how true freedom begins when you stop outsourcing your shadow.

This is not self-help. It’s contact. Clarity. The end of resistance.

If you’ve ever felt provoked by someone else’s behaviour, this episode will show you why. And how to see through it.

Visit ⁠martfotai.com⁠ to access guided practices, reflections, and tools for real presence.

What you refuse to see will keep showing up. Until you stop turning away.

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