Trigger warning: this episode is a story. It is chock-full of triggers, pain, grief, mentions of death, blood, and gore. If you've experienced miscarriage and there are some sore spots and tenderness, I might wait until you've gotten enough support to grieve before listening to this. In this episode, I share a recent loss, and how I've coped with it through ritual, embodiment, and dark humor. I'll also share the incredible things it taught me about love, loss, and letting go...
This may not be a "relationship anxiety" episode, but for those of you who are willing to traverse with me to a darker, messier place, I'm hopeful you'll gain metaphorical, transferable lessons on self-trust from a story where I go deeper than I've ever been able to go before... you may find it applies to you deeply still if you have ever loved.
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Who we are:
Natalie Kennedy @Anxiouslovecoach
Time Stamps:
8:15 - Finding out that I was pregnant
13:15 - Dealing with my miscarriage
30:04 - Surrendering to and trusting the universe in the midst of fear
48:00 - My feelings after the miscarriage
1:00:01 - Gratitude as a response to adversity