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Jun 11
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Does The Stuff You “Hate” Turn You On? w...

Aubrey Marcus
About this episode

Carolyn Lovewell is not only the world famous author of the book Existential Kink, she matches her psychological prowess with profound magickal knowledge. In this podcast we dive deep on all aspects of shadow work, helping to reveal the hidden turn-on underneath our own repeating negative patterns. With that awareness, using tools like Internal Family Systems, you can start to literally transform the association and necessity to continue repeating patterns that no longer serve your highest calling.


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Carolyn's Courses www.theimmortalcollege.com


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