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Aug 2023
42m 9s

self-hatred & hating life

GrownKid
About this episode
Do you hate yourself? Do you feel pessimistic about life? Are you constantly wondering why you're so harsh on yourself even when you know you don't deserve it? In this episode, we talk about self-hatred and how to continue forward when everything feels pointless. News! Kayla and Gael started a podcast company, it's called Astro Studios. Their first show j ... Show More
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