I had a music plan and it Never had a sad lyric I was the hero and the man wearing ...That cape but now I can't bear it If the shoe fits I can wear it But to be real I lack merit I stand sharing, bearing my soul right now Can I be transparent? He's up on my back carrying All of my past errors Though I notice him I'm still back starin' As he's dangling this fat carrot Why do I stand near it? Falling got me mad swearing I hear it, evil bird repeating lies Like this **** parrot "This woman's so pretty, you want to view her, See how she smiles when you're talking to her It's flirting, why not pursue her? Been single so long you can not endure Plus she's probably a lot like you are Remember your past? You're not so pure Acting holy like you're all mature It's natural that you are all into her" My thoughts getting caught I cannot deny there's a strong allure But I got to be cautious and know There's a cost to unlock that door I could start something like an entrepreneur Except, the offer, it's not secure Many talk, there's a faithful flock that is fewer Realize there's a hook- get my eyes off of the lure Come over Come on over I know you're done! Come over Come over Lord, help me overcome I've been living in a foreign land Been feeling a little lonely, man I know God's there tryna hold my hand But holding a woman's is more my plan We were on the beach with our toes in sand Looked down, will this base below me stand? I remember reading how Joseph ran Yet here I am 'bout to trade gold for scams Now I need self control Prayer or something just to help my soul Had the ball, I was about to go But saw cheerleaders and forgot the goal I admit I need help my bro Seeds I water will sprout and grow It's not what she's wearing, now I know My own heart led me down this hole If I blame God, I'm just mad at the ref I fouled and He's just after my best I gotta control this passion for sex If it's not right now it has to be left Pretty flowers, but the path is to death Learning from others who passed through the steps I find my weapon is being content So I nourish my Spirit, stop feeding my flesh Come over Come on over I know you're done! Come over Come over Lord help me overcome We all looking cool, with our friends Out at the church or the park and it's noon We often assume but you don't know what goes on When it's midnight and it's dark in the room We all would be moved if we knew each secret Of every person we thought that we knew Cancer's inside and it starts to consume Long before its death is all in your view And this is true: you're a part of the problem If you think that I ain't talking to you I'm talking to me and I'm talking to whoever Wants to be honest and start this anew Soon ain't soon enough, Lord clean me up I surrender, take a mop and a broom Take a glock and just kill anything dark in my heart From the root we cannot let it bloom Get me off of the fence, stop my pretense Because if I'm caught and confess I'm not convinced do I want to repent Or just avoid a consequence? Caught in a web, lost in a mess Lies and the stress from lots of secrets I've chosen fake peace and my want to impress Traded away trust and confidence It's time to wake up! This is not making sense Losing loved ones to my selfishness It's not myself who I'm called to protect Waving my flag, I drop my defense Full of weakness, we all gotta get Over ourselves there is light to reflect But first we gotta let all the secrets die May God be more and I be less