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Many of us find healing through learning about trauma - especially childhood emotional neglect, dysfunctional family systems, and the lasting impact of parental misattunement. That language can bring relief, perspective, and a sense of validation. But over time, it can also shape how we remember the past in ways we don’t always notice.In this episode, I explore how the process of trauma recovery can quietly distort memory, leading us to overlook the real moments of joy, connection, and care that existed alongside the pain.

I share my own experience of getting stuck in the all-trauma lens, how that shaped my identity for a while, and what it took to begin the slow (and painful) process of moving into emotional adulthood. We’ll talk about the difference between trauma literacy and trauma identification, the psychology of memory and how it works, and why psychological integration requires remembering both what hurt and what didn’t.

This conversation also looks at how cultural narratives around severance, no-contact, and scapegoating parents can become another form of stuckness. I reflect on what it means to truly grow up (spiritually, emotionally, and relationally) and how remembering the good doesn’t erase the harm. The ability to hold complexity is a true marker of healing. 

What You’ll Learn in This Episode:

• How trauma content can quietly reshape your memories over time
• Why emotional adulthood means holding grief and joy at the same time
• The difference between trauma literacy and trauma identification
• How cutoff culture online encourages black-and-white thinking about family
• What Jung’s “divine child” archetype can teach us about growing up
• Why remembering good memories is part of psychological integration
• How over-identifying with pain can drain relationships, creativity, and self-trust
• Why spiritual maturity requires an aspect of contradiction

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