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Jun 30
48m 17s

173: My Emotional Affair Turned Physical...

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About this episode

This week on the Brave Co Podcast, I’m joined by one of my dearest friends, Ben Armstrong to dive deep into what it really means to own your mess. Ben was deep in full-time ministry when he disconnected from his wife, and in that void, made one of the gravest mistakes of his life. He walked away with an affair that could have destroyed everything—his marriage, his kids, his ministry, and his identity.

But in admitting the truth and choosing to live in the light, Ben began the toughest journey of his life. Together, they navigated confrontation, shame, weekly counseling, rebuilding trust with their kids, and transparency with their community. Ben’s radical ownership—not excuses—became the foundation for a transformed marriage, and a renewed sense of masculinity grounded in strength, accountability, and faith.

In this episode, we unpack how to own your mess, when to bring others into the healing process, how to navigate the shame cycle, and how real healing happens one consistent step at a time. Whether you’re looking for preventative tools or healing after a betrayal, this is your guide. Press play and lean in—it’s time to become the man your family deserves.

Chapters:
00:00 - Introducing the Brave Co marriage series with Ben & Heather  
01:06 - Ben shares the messy truth behind disconnection  
04:06 - How a hidden emotional affair turned physical  
05:00 - The moment of conviction: living in the light vs. darkness  
06:14 - Heather’s reaction: ring thrown, love still present  
08:00 - Facing the aftermath: “I thought this was it”  
11:11 - The pivotal request: “Give it three months”  
14:04 - a son’s devastation: “I feel like I don’t have a dad”  
18:09 - Owning the mess with church leadership  
24:06 - The long haul: building trust through discipline  
30:06 - Breaking shame: owning your story without guilt  
35:06 - The healing tool: validating pain without defensiveness  
42:03 - Olympic-level communication: practicing curiosity  


ABOUT BRAVECO
We live in a time where men are hunting for the truth and looking for the codebook to manhood. At BraveCo, we are on a mission to heal the narrative of masculinity across a generation; fighting the good fight together because every man should feel confident and capable of facing his pain, loving deeply, and leading a life that impacts the world around him.

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