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Sep 2024
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2 | Nicole's Story ft. Nicole Van Dorn

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Nicole Van Dorn's story is a powerful, emotional journey from the unimaginable pain of losing her husband, a Marine sniper, to the silent battle of PTSD. In her heartfelt YouTube video, hosted by Jori Kinney, Nicole opens up about the struggles she faced as she watched her husband fight a war within himself, a war that eventually took him from her. She delves into the deep grief she buried after his passing, grief that led her down a dark path of her own. Nicole bravely shares how she navigated through her world of troubles, facing her pain head-on, and ultimately finding a way to heal. Her story is about loss, love, and the strength to rebuild after life has been shattered. Through her raw and honest account, Nicole hopes to offer support and hope to others who face similar struggles, reminding them that they are not alone and that there is a way forward, even from the darkest place. Don't forget to subscribe, share, and join the conversation as we break the silence and support each other through recovery.

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