It’s funny how in the end you begin to think about the beginning. She began to remember the exact moment she knew she was going to allow that walking red flag turn into a walking regret.
What are you doing?
Making decisions Siren.
I’m deciding on you.
There were layers to a statement like that.
Back then… she knew what she was thinking and her mind told her exactly why settling had been better for her all those years. The highest of the highs only brought the lowest of the lows. Jumping from high to high only worked for so long. Eventually that approach took a turn and everything she ever tried to bury re-surfaced with Siren and now her emotions felt like they were beginning to seep out of her skin.
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