Coquette - Flickering Light

But she had to go back first.

Think back to the moment where you almost allowed your light to give out.

Flickering Light

She didn’t want to think about that. It was too dark. Dark to experience and it was too dark to think about. That moment had come close to taking her out for good.

But it didn’t. You had light. Remember the lesson, not the moment. What are you going to do with it?

Even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you - Psalm 139:12

Reluctantly Coquette went back to that day. The day she was hearing voices. Those voices.Voices that wouldn’t ever leave her alone. But on that particular day they were a little louder… loud enough that they started to make sense and they started to sound right. It was too hard, it was too much and she could fix it if she just ended it.

It almost worked. She got up and said to herself… world have your things I’d rather be with God.

But God had other plans.

You may not be with me but I am with you. Always.

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you or forsake you” -Deuteronomy 31.6

Her light had started flickering that day – it almost gave out but it didn’t and it wasn’t going to now. Quite the opposite, it was getting brighter and brighter.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/11/28/coquette-6/