What do you do when the reality of what you fought so hard to not let happen happens? Like I knew he wasn’t good for me. I knew God had better for me. I chose to hold on just a little bit longer. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it was just a feeling but not a sure thing??
Why on earth did settling for safe feel better than being alone?
I was going to watch another lesson learned the hard way walk away from me. The pain only confirming the feeling I had, that I wasn’t worth holding on to. I knew pretty was enough to get a man but it was never enough to keep one. The heart I had wasn’t big enough either. The choices I made when it came to men showed what I thought of myself and I’ll tell you right now that there were a lot of questionable ones.
THAT WAS UNTIL…
“You’re gonna have to let people walk away from you. You’re gonna have to wave goodbye when when they do it and not hang onto the memory of who you wanted someone to be but let go so I can do a new thing “ – God
As he is walking away, I need you to see it for what it is. A Divine Exchange.
Ok. God, I give this to you for a divine exchange and where there is fear, insecurity, anxiety touch it God and remove it, break this bad cycle of men that are no good for me and let these bad patterns break and bad habits of choosing what isn’t good for me stop.
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