I was going to have to go without.
It was the right choice to decide to go without it. It was not worth it to poison myself for such a short lived feel-good moment. I might have stayed hungry for a little while longer but I wasn’t going to starve (although it felt like it).
The amount of clarity you get after being full again is incredible. Those are always my “what was I thinking?” moments.
Losing base with reality is a thing and it happens.
When you’re hungry any food in front of you looks good. When your mind is clear you can see what isn’t good for you and do without.
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/02/01/an-uncooked-chicken-can-kill-you-l-2/
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