When Jocelyn Smith was growing up, she told her friends and family she didn’t want to go to college. Instead, her goal was to hike all 2,190 miles of the Appalachian Trail, a rugged journey spanning from northern Georgia to central Maine. Last year, she finally realized that dream in a seven-month long, life-changing adventure.
But as soon as she started her descent from the last mountain summit, she started to wonder… what now? What did all of this mean? For the thousands of people who “thru-hike” the world’s longest trails, this is actually a well-known phenomenon. They call it “the post-trail blues.''
If getting out into nature is supposed to be restorative, why do so many long-distance hikers report feeling depressed after they finish? In this episode, we explore how an epic hike turns into a new identity, and ask why some of the biggest achievements of our lives can leave us feeling strangely empty.
Featuring Jocelyn Smith, Shalin Desai, Joseph Robinson, and Anne Baker.
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LINKS
Jocelyn Smith’s blog for The Trek
Shalin Desai’s piece about diversity on the trail, originally published in A.T. Journeys, the Appalachian Trail Conservancy magazine.
More information about the life and music of Earl Shaffer, the first known person to have thru-hiked the Appalachian Trail from end-to-end.
Anne Baker’s article for The Trek, titled Post-Trail Depression: It’s Not What You Think
Our previous episode on Baxter State Park, featuring ultramarathoner Scott Jurek: “Champagne on The Rocks”
CREDITS
Produced and mixed by Taylor Quimby
Executive producer: Rebecca Lavoie
Edited by Rebecca Lavoie
Additional editing: Justine Paradis, Jessica Hunt, Felix Poon, and Rebecca Lavoie
Theme: Breakmaster Cylinder
Additional music by Blue Dot Sessions, River Foxcroft, Dew of Light, Golden Age Radio, Matt Large, and Earl Shaffer.