thing(s) ive felt, part 1

xenization

between the shadow and the soul

what the wind on venus told me

its hard to tell whats real anymore

designed to be alone

be as you wish to seem

baisemain

i am so tired of waiting, aren't you

progress isnt required, time is all we have

it might have been

no one else needs to understand

i want to go where the beautiful things are

i know what we are, and i know what were not

on earth were briefly gorgeous

love is so short, forgetting is so long

this world is full of distance

i loved her, and sometimes she loved me too

kalopsia // head over heels

searching for darkness with a torch

i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

and all of a sudden, i felt very tired

forever is a word meant for memories

sadness is an ocean, and sometimes we drown

the trouble is, you think you have time

the nine billion names of god // i fall for our memories every day

a relit cigarette never tastes the same

i love talking to you, even if i have nothing to say

no one can see me crying in the rain

loneliness isnt bad, just painful

tonight im drowning